Pasture frosted gray
Dawn coming up through blue clouds
Brook still running free.
Haiku V
Haiku IV
Katahdin
Almost a week has passed and my body is still tired. We had thought, and read trail descriptions that supported our thinking, that climbing Mt. Katahdin on the Hunt Trail, which is the end of the Appalachian Trail, would be a reasonable hike. Not so.Â
We started up the trail at 8:00 last Sunday morning, leap frogging with crowds of hikers, some thru-hikers finishing the AT, some families, some people who were cockily underdressed for the cold and wind. We’d spent the night camping at 30 degrees, got up to make coffee in the cold and ate breakfast in the running car, seat heaters humming.
It was a beautiful trail, passing the roar and thrash of Katahdin Falls, then breaking out into sun on a long slope of granite ridge, fringed with blueberries bushes gone red. We could see a jumbled pile of granite blocks peaking into the sky above us, but it would be hours before we got to the top of it and realized there was still another mile and a half to go to Baxter Peak, the summit of Katahdin.
Still hiking up through the birch and spruce forest, hikers started to pass us going down. “Did you get to the summit?” I asked them all, even though it was still early in the day. “No, it’s harsh up there, way too windy above tree line, we turned around,” was the essence of everyone’s answer. Even given all that feedback, we were not prepared for what we encountered above tree line.
Almost immediately, we were hauling ourselves up and over rock ledges, using the iron bars and hooks hammered into the granite in particularly tough spots, while bracing ourselves against toppling winds.  Blinding sun in his eyes, wind whipping every backpack strap into his face and hanging off a climbing bar, David said, “I think I want to turn around. This is too much.” Just then a hiker came back down from in front of us, retrieving the poles he’d left behind thinking a friend was going to bring them up. “It’s not as bad around the next corner,” he said, “it’s more sheltered.” So David hoisted himself over the lip of ledge and we kept going.Â
After a half mile of scrambling and bouldering, we reached an overlook behind a face of rock blocking the wind, where groups of hikers were sitting in the sun eating and looking out over miles and miles of Maine forest and lakes and mountains. We stopped too, looking up over and over at the steep pitch of jumbled rock slabs we’d seen from the open ledge miles below.
“Let’s do it,” David finally said, and we hoisted our packs back on, our poles collapsed and stuffed in my pack. Poles were only in the way crawling on all fours across the open rocks, calculating each hand and foot hold, keeping low out of the wind. When we got to the top of the pitch, we could see Baxter Peak over a mile in the distance, across the flat table lands of the Katahdin Ridge. The peak was bathed in white — frost and ice and snow — and dotted with the small figures of AT hikers, finally at the summit, taking in the glory of their accomplishment.
We decided to hike a bit further, already knowing we wouldn’t reach the peak, but not wanting to leave that expanse of open alpine land yet. We reached the junction of the Abol and Thoreau Springs trail after walking on ice for half a mile. This was as far as Thoreau got trying to summit Katahdin, and he’d gotten lost in the fog and sprained his ankle falling out of a tree, which he’d climbed to get a view.
There was no fog for us, just the hard clarity of a wind whipped day, carpets of yellow and orange trees below us, wave after wave of green spruce, and the frosted summit of Baxter Peak ahead.
We turned back, already plotting our return.
Haiku III
Haiku II
Haiku
An idea, not new by any means, but new for me — a haiku each day as the next season unfolds. I brought a haiku to my Yogurt Poets meeting last night, and was caught by the tight examination of words, the spareness that haiku demands, the strict attention. Several years ago, a colleague, struggling with the intensity and time suck of her job, started writing a haiku each day, as a way to be doing something creative, meditative, and not work each day. I’m feeling untethered lately from my poetic self, so this is a small step back towards that awareness. Here goes.
A stream of smoke curves
Over the slope of pasture
Hung in morning cold.
My Life At Airports
I got a call and an email at 11:17 this morning, letting me know my 4:05 flight out of Philadelphia, back to Manchester, was delayed until 5:20. We’re going camping in Baxter State Park this weekend, to climb Mt. Katahdin (long story, but getting access to a trailhead to climb Katahdin is so complicated, and it’s so far away, it’s easiest just to camp there) and had a highly optimistic plan to go spend tonight with our friends who are camping with us, at their condo in Portland, Maine. The plan was far enough advanced that Amy asked where she should make a dinner reservation for tonight. Knowing air travel, I said let’s play it by ear, my plane may be late, I’ll call you from the airport on Friday afternoon and let you know how it’s looking. I didn’t expect to be calling Amy as early as noon, letting her know I knew already that my plane would be too late for us to get to Portland tonight.
The late plane also changed the plan for getting me back to the airport from the training I did with the board of the Delaware Coalition Against Domestic Violence. The board meeting finished early, so my friend Carol who invited me to do the training decided to drive me to the airport, rather than have me take a shuttle.  There was plenty of time so she continued talking about some plans with a few board members. Then I got another call and email at 12:56, saying the plane would be leaving at 4:40. Not quite so much time now, so Carol cut short her conversation and we left for the airport. By the time I got here, there was another call and message. Now the plane was leaving at 4:15. Perfect. Just time to do my usual airport Body Shop body butter stock up and get to the gate.Â
Except I got to the gate and there was another call and email — plane now leaving at 5:25. Then the man at the gate desk made an announcement that our plane was here, but not the crew. As soon as the crew got here, about 6:30, we would leave. I thought, okay,  maybe I’ll go get some food.  Then there’s another announcement — the plane that’s here has mechanical difficulties, so even when the crew gets here, we may not be able to leave.
I go get some food. When I get back to gate C24, there’s no one there. Another phone call and email — the plane is now scheduled to leave at 7:32. But where is everyone? The gate has been changed to C31. I go to C31 and sit down at a dining area to eat. I finish the half-way decent meal (waiting for the garlic eggplant and tofu with brown rice in the tiny Asian Bistro take-out nook and watching the cooks, cashier and customers was a people watching experience worthy of its own post) and go over to gate C31. The sign says the next flight is to Rochester. I go back to the one of the big departure boards, and the flight is still scheduled for 7:32, but it’s back at gate C24. I go back to C24 and talk to the man at the gate. The crew is here, there’s the plane, it’s been at the gate since about 5:15, but it’s not the plane we’ll be using, so either they’ll move this plane, or move us again to another gate. The 6:30 flight to Manchester, meanwhile, has been cancelled. A cheery customer offers to get some frozen yogurt for the man and woman who’ve been staffing the gate desk for over three hours now. Everyone else seems fairly glum.
But, here’s the bonus — the Philadelphia airport has free wifi!
Duck Season
I wake to gun shots, hard smacking blasts again and again. Just barely dawn, the clouds are tufted grey in the eastern sky when I pull up the window shade. Walking into the study, I hear birds calling.  I go out on the porch to drink my cappuccino and hear more gun shots, this time from the west. Waterfowl hunting season opened this morning. Black ducks, mallards, wood ducks and mergansers. Canada geese and snow geese. Harlequin ducks appear to be off-limits, according to the Fish and Game website.  My house is surrounded by ponds, brooks and a lake, all within a mile, so this is familiar, waking early in the fall, just before sunrise, to gunshots. A goose honks as it flies over the house.
Frost
The cars are sheened white this morning, and there are patches of white still on the grass where the sun hasn’t reached yet. The delicate ice of frost rims a red leaf, frozen dew, fall finally here. When we got up Friday morning the temperture was 74 degrees, yesterday it was 37, today the frost fell before we woke.Â
Yesterday we picked apples with my parents, and the trees were loaded with fruit. Trying to eat local as much as we can, apples are the fruit we’re eating right now, and we have a refrigerator bin full. The old maple tree in front of the house is getting bare, and the leaves that are left are yellow and orange and red. Today we’ll bring in the plants from the porch, I’ll clean off the garden, and pick whatever basil didn’t get browned by the cold. We’ll finish taking down screens and washing the windows, clearing the path between inside and out. We’re turning into the dark and letting in light.






